We hold in our hearts the sword and the faith
Swelled up from the rain, clouds move like a wraith
Well after all, we'll lie another day
And through it all, we'll find some other way
To carry on through cartilage and fluid
And did you come to stare or wash away the blood?
Well tonight, well tonight
Will it ever come?
Spend the rest of your days rocking out
Just for the dead
Well tonight
Will it ever come?
I can see you awake anytime, in my head
Did we all fall down?
Did we all fall down?
Did we all fall down?
Did we all fall down?
From the lights to the pavement
From the van to the floor
From backstage to the doctor
From the Earth to the morgue, morgue, morgue, morgue
Well tonight
Will it ever come?
Spend the rest of your days rocking out
Just for the dead
Well tonight
Will it ever come?
I can see you awake anytime in my head
Skip this, I%u2019m not going to let you throw a pity party for your %u201Csweet insistent%u201D self%u2026 saying stuff like %u201Coh why is jessi so mad at me?<,<%u201C In going to tell u what the f*ck is wrong with me!!! Though I will try to be cheval and hold my tong (or fingers).You know, that really f*ckin hurt jenny. I%u2019ve been your friend for how long now, when my dad died, I really only had 2 real friends and lord be holed u were one of them, really to my f*ckin bad luck! I didn%u2019t expect ether u or Rebeca to be there for me even though I really wanted u to , I mean come on it wasn%u2019t ur problem, I know that (but hay friends are there for each other, right) but on his funeral, the day I felt I needed ur support the most u weren%u2019t there. Even though Rebeca came (she didn%u2019t even know my dad and still came to pay respect) and u were out of site, and I was fine with that%u2026 but you%u2019re f*ckin excuses was that, when u were 3 your grandma died and it was the worst thing ever%u2026 yeah? Well tuff sh*t, fact of life is sweet heart people die! what really pisses me off is that when Nenas dad passed away, u were all %u201Cpoor nena%u201D and yet when my life was hell u didn%u2019t give a sh*t, great, true friend right there!!! Oh yeah, also when I was moved to another state, with people I barley knew, where the hell were u? u didn%u2019t call, write, ah hell, u didn%u2019t even respond to the emails I sent u%u2026 I%u2019m not a f*ckin toy, don%u2019t play with me!!! In other words (that u can understand) I don%u2019t like to be f*cked with, so from now on back off, like I said I%u2019m done. Know this, that as u and Rebeca end your friendship, I%u2019m going with her%u2026 I really don%u2019t fill like forgetting or forgiving I%u2019m sick of being walked on (like u said), I%u2019m not like other people, I%u2019m not going to kiss ur @ss and apologize I basically mean what I say%u2026 so If what I wrote mad you cry or mad%u2026 now u know how I felt getting, what felt like getting stabbed in the back , it hurts, don%u2019t use friends as excuses, were people not objects, we don%u2019t like to be lied too, picked over, or talked down upon%u2026 now that I think back on it u weren%u2019t much of a friend so have a nice life going your separate way and Im beginning to hope Im not in it%u2026 oh and the reason I brought this to in this form is I really don%u2019t think you check your emails%u2026